Supernovas are not silent

revolutions always come with chaos so do rebirths
after everything is said and done, when all the plans about how you're going to change yourself into a better person are done and the euphoria and the pretty words fade away, the chaos will come
the chaos of not knowing anything anymore



the chaos of letting go of people you've known all your life, people who occupied space in your life
the chaos that comes with the realization that the change you want to make will not come so easily and quickly,
the fear that comes with not knowing whether the changes you made are going to work out or not
the chaos of the unknown, not having a place to call home anymore because everything is new and unexplored
there is will be the pain of longing for past things, comfortable and perfect places, beautiful strong arms to fall into, places to lay your head and grounds to rest your feet
rebirths are not peaceful, supernovas are not silent, they could be extremely painful but at the end of the chaos lies your transformation, your rebirth.
keep going